Friday, March 30, 2001-Unfortunatley, there will be no updates for an unforeseen amount of time.  It appears I have developed some rather bad medical conditions.  Truthfully, I've always had them but it recently became pretty bad.  It has to do with my heart which can begin racing extremely fast for almost no reason at times.  But when I am under stress it gets really bad, as in I was in the emergency room spending several hours waiting then several explaining why I didn't want to be admitted for observation.  Hospitals terrify me.  There's just something about them that always reminds me of death so I avoid them at all costs.  That is at least until my pulse became about 95, my ears started popping, my vision got really strange, I started shaking, I was freezing but sweating really bad, and I walked as if I had just finished an entire bottle of Moonshine.  So needless to say I got to go to the Emergency Room and wasted my entire day and for the next 24 hours I have a "mini-EKG" strapped to me recording my heart rate so that the doctor can tell me he sees nothing wrong, look at me like I'm the idiot, and send me home.  Then a day or two later, I will have another palpitation but this time I won't go to the ER.  GOD! I hate hospitals.